the ben identity

hiya seems like i am making a habit of keepin it to the last minute to write my blog rite? haha i assure u thats not true la!

yes the procrastinator in me was active again, but i actually set down on friday to try and write a blog entry! wrote 2 paragraphs before i had a blok on wad to write lol suddenly couldnt write anything that made much sense anymore.. haha.. yeah i noe tis doesnt count as writing a blog entry... but at least i tried!! haha!!

hm... lemmi recall wad happen over the pass week...

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nothing much? i guess the best thing that happen this week was my father got his new mazda 6. SFU 432 E. S we all noe stands for wad.. F.. wad other f word is there? haha. U haha.. put them together... lol sucky no. plate.

hm in case u all are wonderin wad happen to the old car... it has been sent to scrap. yeah i actually turned down the opportunity to own a car and said i didnt want it. haha. dun think i can afford that fuel drinkin car.

nothing much happen to me tis week. haha. ok i took up another project for outdoor interviewing la. tis project was a day one so i had work in both the day and night which suit me just fine since i dun have much else to do anyway. so i can qualify to be a busy person haha... anyway the project i took on sucked big time la. sianz. lucky its a short one think thats the end of it.

many of u may have been approached to help me in my work to recruit pple to do surveys. really wouldnt wanna trouble everyone if i can help it. but i guess sumtimes have to seek the help of frens. great thanks to those actively helped me to ask others whether they wanna be recruited la. my appreciation knows no bounds.

hm wads exciting to look foward to next week? er.. nothing haha.. just another week where i'll try to work hard earn more money.

reading my entry while writing it.. mostly boring stuff huh? work work work crap crap thats all. haha. havent been thinkin much once again. if u all read the new paper on sunday today there's one column "i think, therefore i blog". ha. i'm not thinking much. so therefore i'm not blogging much too.

a last word to my frens out there... all the best in ur remainin exams, enjoy the celebration after for those who r finishing theirs! was thinking whether wanna host a steamboat at my house. haha. but a bit lazy to organise. lol.

hm.. guess that's all i have to say.. next week... hope i think more and have more to blog about~ bye!

hm how fast a week passes. its sunday evening again and i havent posted again in the whole week. cant say i had the best of weeks, things werent going very well although there were some nice things to remember from this week.

wasnt really suscessful at work this week, maybe cos i picked the older estates which were nearer. too many old pple i guess ha. and there was one stretch of units i walked down i saw 4 units playing mahjong! wad the.... havent really played mahjong myself for some time... any one wanna win my money? lol

on the topic of gambling, think tmr the governemnt is gonna annouce the big decision. time to give my $0.02. for the record, i'm really neutral to the casino plan. if have then have dun have oso never mind. i guess to summarize the debate its all economy well-being vs social ills la. hm so is there a stronger case for the pros or cons? i would say pros lor. if the casino really creates 10,000 jobs for the country, i guess it will really bring down the unemployment rate. of cos some would say social ills will be quite serious, crime rate will increase and of cos religious leaders have protested the building of casino, but i guess in a democratic society we should have the freedom of choice la. its not like we r communist... wad i feel is quite laughable is that the governemnt is gonna impose a entry fee for singaporeans. but foreigners is ok haha. quite irresponsible lor. other pple got problem we got no problem we dun care attiude? thumbs down definitely. anyway tis idea is crap la, every weekends numerous singaporeans pay the "entry fee" to transport companies to bring them to casinos in genting and indonesia anyway. just to add oen point if they really have the casino on sentosa please provide more bus la so the beach goers dun get held up by those auntie gambler types. haha. quite bad. in conclusion to this issue, i think the governemnt already decided long ago to build the casino la. i supposed they have to act like they r seriously considering the social ills if not pple will be really unhappy lor. haha. anyway the above is just my views la dun sue me hahaaa...

hm ok more bout the week.. wednesday went to the meazza 9 at hyatt hotel, one of the most high class restaurants i ever been if not the most la. service was excellent la. i mean for that kinda price it had better be haha.. lucky it was not me picking up the tab, godpa paid as it was my godma's birthday celebration. felt over casual in my polo and jeans. lol. guess i shouda worn a shirt but aiyah heck la poor pple dress as poor pple dress.. lol..

today had a class reunion with some pri 6 classmates and 2 teachers from primary school. really impressed that we're still in touch after wad... 8,9 years? some of them really look different now. couldnt help realizing how well everyone was doing... one's a president scholar.. a couple gonna do medicine, dentistry... a few on scholarships.. some going reputable unis in the states and aus.. makes me wonder wad happen to me haha... amazing how tis class has turned out. also pleased to know bothe teachers are doing well, one happily enjoyin retirement and the other now a hod... anyway, recalling all the wacky stuff we did back then was realli tickling. haha. those naive, carefree days..

havent been feelin really close to my frens reently, havent been in much contact either, guess everyone's busy... haiz.. pple having exams do hang in there it be over soon... for some of u will probably be the last exams u ever gonna take so congrats coming to the end of your studyin career... for those working, work hard but dun overwork yourselves, gd luck and may work be pleasant.. haha.. to myself also the last one.. lol.. i really need to buck uP!!!

feeling really poor lately, guess that's cos no pay for this month. lol. feel like buying lotsa stuff, but always cant bear to part with the cash. haha. i'm becom a scrooge. no choice have to reserve money for overseas trip. lol.

hm ok guess tis entry is enuff to shift my tag back to the right. cant come up with a nice conclusion so i'll just end here. hope everyone has a nice week ahead!

woah tis the latest i have begun blogging on a sunday evening in a long long time. bascially been feeling lethargic la haha. too lazy to write although was quite free during the week, since i only work at night usually. ha.

recently been feeling a little detached from everything. just wanna work my socks off and slack a lot. dun really feel like mixing much? i dunno wads wrong la maybe cos everyone's having the exam blues and it affects me too ha. or maybe cos my work aint going superbly successful? ha. anyway, figured that since tis current job is usually at night, i wanna go look for something i can do in the day la. if not i'm too free anyway. might as well earn some extra cash rite.

hm lets see wads there to update.. haha. oh was watching the apprentice on star this afternoon.. there was tis realy dumb guy called bradford la. ok here's why. firstly he was supposed to be safe from elimination la. cos he was the team leader the previous week and his team won(well thats wad i gathered from tis episode) tis week his team lost...and in the heat of the argument amongst the members of the team at the boardroom, he decided to give up his immunity! so dumb man. ok yeah he did pretty well in the sales event. and so he was pretty confident. over confident if u ask me. gave up his immunity and guess wad trump showed him the door. dumb dumb. tis a ruthless world man. dun try to act nice, tis aint survivor where ur niceness may help u live to fight another day! tis the corporate world! 1 mistake bye bye! so gd bye dumb dumb. haha.

had a hell of a time luffing at that dumb guy haha. so confident he didnt even pack, or maybe he said it in the spur of the moment and couldnt take it back lol. stupid. like trump said 1 impulsive mistake ur whole lifetime of hardwork goes down the drain(something to that effect). gong kui yi gui or soemthing liddat haha..

oh just realized last week i blogged about tv too. lol. i guess i really watch a lot of tv. haha. anyway i guess thats all tis entry. hope tis entry is long enuff to keep the tag where it is at the moment lol.

another week has passed. wad a hectic week tis has been. ok mainly due to work la haha. as u can guess this entry is mostly about work? though i shall try to keep it short.

i've finally started workin lor. i'm workin as a outdoor interviewer. lol sounds sucky rite?
mainly wad i do is go door to door and try to persuade pple to take a 40 minute interview! lol you can imagine how tough that is. haha. but i guess i'm still ok with the job alto sometime can be work for free lor.

i've noticed that there's a huge no. of pple in singapore that do not have doorbells or even if there is it probably aint working anyway. haha. interesting. probably to keep out pesky sales pple and interviewers like me.

hm just wondering. how many of u would actually do an interview if sumone comes to ur door to do one? not many rite? haha. but i'm glad to say singapore is not devoid of kind pple lor. not that not doing interviews is being mean or wad la i guess everyone has their reasons? just that if u can why not help rite? haha.. anyway, to the 5 pple who did interviews for me and those who agreed but failed the screenin i say a big thank you. also a big thank you to mr chng for volunteerin! haha not that any of these pple (other than mr chng) will see tis but oh well. just mention lor. haha.

next week i'm gonna work harder, pound the streets of singapore huntin down pple to do my interviews haha. if not my pay be really low. since i'm so free and not much life might as well work harder lor. haha.

happened to catch some parts of ms universe singapore yesterdae. lol some of the contestants answers really made me luff lor. haha. the slippers one was really funny. i guess well slippers is a gd answer but she really screwed up the why part hahaa. the racial harmony answer was really stupid too. duh. is that even a festival not celebrated by ur own race? haha. oh well. i guess its easy to criticize. but most of the girls were nervous wrecks la. i guess if they can speak like mark lee they would do really well. haha. thumbs up to mark lee as host. really funny. ok yeah maybe mark wouldnt understand wad the question was asking for. lol.

lastly. i would like all of u reading tis to keep a moment's silence for a great man. pope john paul ii. thank you.

in closing, i qupte a phrase used by the great man, "do not be afraid".